its out there...

For some unexplicable reason, three things have escaped meaning in most of my life.. not that they are not important or not that i havent been happy before, but it just dawned on me that happiness could also include all these things bundled up in a weave of streams of thoughts... not have each one mutually exclusive without regard for the other, but a synergyistic, multifaceted, cross referenced, blended & etc etc of all that jazz.. you get the gist.. i wasn't looking for anything lately (maybe that's the best way), not that i had lost anything or needed anything else in my life... but things that unfold in front of me make me think about what is probably right in front of my eyes.. .. i am in the process of (re)learning the about Word, finding the light in life, and most astonishingly, something that i havent seen in a long time, truth - Truth in all its forms and the ways its defined. Apparently if you do not seek you will not find, maybe subconciously i have been on the path to finding all that i been looking for. Well, I think i found her.