well its a sleepy, grey day today. its totally understandable to be tired and forgetful and also for me to be a bump on a log. its just because of my natural thoughts of wanting to be included in having fun with you.... i have finally come to agree with you that you are right, that inclusion, of course, it isn't necessary, but important given the circumstances etc..and i do
not (now) feel 'weird', as long as you know that i
naturally want to be with you and such.. it is only because of the weird miscommunication vibe that emits from both of us asking that, "is it ok, or not ok, etetera" which reverberates and amplifies between us ending up playing the wrong tune, so let me/us fine tune those antennae instruments...it is okay, and it is clear to me now .. (yes, now) we know that we have a crazy understanding that is beyond comprehension.. (ohhh .. what and oxymoron that is.. ehh? ehhh?? ) ... and all that being said, and knowing the combination of nocutrual batlike activities/practices
do have an brain numbing effect on the next day.. and given my incident of mistakenly sticking a screwdriver in a wall plug,
sending a blue arc of electricity melting the tip of my screw driver,
almost electricuting myself, and your ackwardness run-in-with-&-small-talk-guy-and-jetting which gave you a jolt of some kind of weird energy/friction/shock (pick one).. i can say that the drive, chemistry, t-shirt/jewelry browsing, samosa, jamaican patty, 'generic' birthday chat, class/nap, walk in the rain, ride, drive, park session, is a grand a day as any, and despite the wacky world's weird whatchamacalits.. .could it be? because of our lack of sleep, it was a daydream played out in reality, c'mon brain .. compute!... what's stranger than non-fiction. all fun nonetheless. heh. =)
well its a sleepy, grey day today. its totally understandable to be tired and forgetful and also for me to be a bump on a log. its just because of my natural thoughts of wanting to be included in having fun with you.... i have finally come to agree with you that you are right, that inclusion, of course, it isn't necessary, but important given the circumstances etc..and i do not (now) feel 'weird', as long as you know that i naturally want to be with you and such.. it is only because of the weird miscommunication vibe that emits from both of us asking that, "is it ok, or not ok, etetera" which reverberates and amplifies between us ending up playing the wrong tune, so let me/us fine tune those antennae instruments...it is okay, and it is clear to me now .. (yes, now) we know that we have a crazy understanding that is beyond comprehension.. (ohhh .. what and oxymoron that is.. ehh? ehhh?? ) ... and all that being said, and knowing the combination of nocutrual batlike activities/practices do have an brain numbing effect on the next day.. and given my incident of mistakenly sticking a screwdriver in a wall plug, 
sending a blue arc of electricity melting the tip of my screw driver, almost electricuting myself, and your ackwardness run-in-with-&-small-talk-guy-and-jetting which gave you a jolt of some kind of weird energy/friction/shock (pick one).. i can say that the drive, chemistry, t-shirt/jewelry browsing, samosa, jamaican patty, 'generic' birthday chat, class/nap, walk in the rain, ride, drive, park session, is a grand a day as any, and despite the wacky world's weird whatchamacalits.. .could it be? because of our lack of sleep, it was a daydream played out in reality, c'mon brain .. compute!... what's stranger than non-fiction. all fun nonetheless. heh. =)
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