blame me

me. the idiot of the century. f'd up a good thing and now its all f'd. what can i do now. all i can do is wait, i have no recourse. how can i respond, only to accept full responsibility. even thought there was nothing to be soooo mad about.. i never wanted this feeling, sux.. how can it be that love makes you do stupid things that appear to wreck things beyond regret. i hope forgiveness is in the cards. we are all human, and not perfect. f*ck me. gotta get my brain fixed. i better pray.