i heard it today, in an oh so familar voice ... one of those distinct sounds of happiness that ring sweetly in your ear and make your heart wonder... selfishly i think, is this lift of spirits the result of an ending of sorts, a result of titles being changed, withdrawn, revoked, refuted... realistically, and ideally i think, this feeling stems from a new fresh beginning and the thought timing and preparing for later is better and so that our integrity is preserved..yes, the latter.. but where do i go from here, i feel a headache that pulses in my temples, my heart off beat and irregular, and a coldnesss that chills as though you've lost someone, am i lost God help me. i trust He will..so yeah, that passed.. because geez.. what can you create from nothing, nothing. everything comes from, at the very least, a thought, and after that an action to implement that thought. a thought, a dream, a future maybe; those things that enter our thoughts and permeate our minds & daydreams and also in turn, cause our minds propell us to places uninhibited, and lift us with our imagination, limitless as sky. as long as those actions are created with integrity, they produce results far greater and profound and sustainable than the sum infinite gulity fruitless meanderings... *sigh* what a revealation 'tis revealed before me... happiness cultivated with integrity, care, patience, kindess, understanding, joy, and more...more more i tell ya! anyhow..i love the sound of her voice, and i do care to hear it in her voice so much more going forward from here... well, i know where i'm going: forward. heh. now ain't that a kick in the crazypants. =)
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